I’m thrilled that my Alluring Secrets is now available in print! It’s a hot romance, set in the eighteenth century, and it was such fun to write!
So here’s an excerpt.
Severus didn’t speak again until they were safely behind a closed door in a small room overlooking the back of the house. The windows lay open, allowing a light summer breeze to circulate, but Penelope still felt hot. She knew what was coming, and she’d have no choice but to listen.
He stayed by the windows, and Penelope stood in the middle of the room, waiting. She didn’t know what to say. She almost recoiled when he came closer, but he stopped about a foot away. “I want you to see me properly,” he said softly.
Penelope nodded, relieved and disappointed at the same time. “That’s—considerate of you.”
“Your father told me he’d informed you of the contract—believe me, Penelope, that’s not what I wanted. I didn’t realize he’d be so quick off the mark.”
She swallowed. “How did you want it to be?”
“I wanted you to think about spending your life with me—not with the Earl of Swithland. I wanted to ask you myself.”
“I-I’m sorry, I don’t understand. You are the Earl of Swithland.”
He shook his head, not losing the eye contact he’d established between them. “I’m Severus Granville. You’re the only woman in this benighted house party who recognized that. The others want to marry the earl, but not you. Or am I wrong?”
She swallowed. Yes, it was Severus she wanted, not the earl. “No-o. I see what you mean, but I’ve known you a long time. I can see past the earl part because I knew you when I was a child.”
“So has Caroline Trente. Her mother’s had hopes of hooking me for some time. We’ve been thrown together since we were children.” He wouldn’t let her look away, holding her eyes with his transfixing gaze. “But every time she looks at me, it’s as though she’s looking through me. To the family jewels, the house, and all the other things. She doesn’t see me, she never has.”
“So you want me as compensation?” Her tone was dry. What he said was just fuelling her anger. It made her feel like second best.
“No. What I see in you is a regard for me—Severus—not for the station I was born to. You’re not compensation, Penelope. Far from it.”
He moved forward, and Penelope folded her arms in front of her. He stopped.
“And you’re telling me that out of all the beauties you’ve invited here for your pleasure, you’ve chosen me? Clumsy, dowdy, stupid Penelope Makepiece? My lord, you can have the pick of the crop. You don’t want me.” She turned away, so he couldn’t see her bitterness. “Who in their right mind would choose me over beautiful Caroline Trente or sultry Annabelle Rivers?”
“Many people. Including me.”
Having regained control over her wayward emotions, Penelope turned back to face him. He hadn’t moved, but still watched her. Her heart ached; she knew she wanted him, but she wouldn’t let herself be used or disregarded. “Do you want a complacent wife, one who will let you go about your affairs unhindered? If so, you won’t want me, my lord. I couldn’t live like that. I’d rather buy myself a small house somewhere and become a local eccentric. Better that than—” Face twisting, despite her best efforts to keep it clear, she turned away again.
His arms came around her waist from behind. She felt his breath on her neck, his warmth against the thin silk of her gown and she shivered with want. If only—
“No, no, Penelope, I don’t want that. I want a partner, a companion and a friend. And a clever businesswoman, a lovely woman. For you are all those things too, Penelope, not the person you seem to think you are.”
She pulled away, but he wouldn’t let her, drawing her close, the heat from his chest burning into her back. It was torture. It was exquisite. “I’m not lovely,” she managed, sounding, even to her own ears like a child.
“Oh you are. Your beauty isn’t the dazzling kind, but it will last longer. And if you hold your head up and stare the world in the face, they’ll all see it. I want to be the man by your side when you do that.”
Penelope listened, astonished. Never in her life had anyone said anything like that to her. He must want her to think these things.
“Turn around, Penelope. Look at me.”
The intimacy tempted her and filled her with the desire to turn around to face him, but nerves rose to fret at her. She was afraid it wasn’t real, that it was all a trick, but he sounded sincere, and he had never given her any reason to suspect him of duplicity. Once before, at school, someone had tricked her like that, a brother of one of her school friends and the results had devastated her. He’d sworn his undying love, and then trumpeted his triumph to everyone who would listen when she’d believed him.
Then she had fallen for Severus and ever since she’d denied her feelings for him, trying to see him only as a friend. She had failed.
Penelope turned her mind away from the remembrance, as she had so many times before. It hurt too much and she couldn’t change it. Time to deal with the here and now. “What will happen if I accept you?”
He laid his cheek on her hair. It was the sweetest caress she could ever remember. “I’ll go to London, get a special license and have the contract drawn up. I’d like you and your parents to come too, just to do some shopping, if you wish, and to sign the contract. Only a few days. Then we’ll be married on the day of that damned ball, and give it a purpose.”
“Miss Trente thinks she’s arranging her own betrothal ball.”
“Then we won’t tell her until her plans are well under way or she’ll make an attempt at sabotage.” That was cruel, Penelope thought, and opened her mouth to protest, but he forestalled her words.
He lifted his head. “Please turn around, Penelope. Let me show you what made my mind up for me.”
Trembling, she did as he bid her, and turned within the circle of his arms. He looked down at her for a moment before he bent his head and put his mouth to hers.
When he’d kissed her before he’d been tipsy, if not drunk, but now, in the light of day, with no trace of alcohol, it was even better.
His lips warmed hers, inviting her response. She reached her arms up and tentatively placed them on his shoulders for support. He pulled her closer. He broke the kiss, but temporarily, to open his eyes and look at her, then he kissed her again.
He opened his lips against hers, urging them apart, then took advantage and slipped his tongue between them, tasting her in a series of flickering licks which ravished her senses. She could argue with him, but she couldn’t resist this. She responded, opening her mouth wider to take him in.
With a small groan deep in his throat, he pressed against her, crushing her to his body from head to foot. Everything concentrated where they joined, and she felt the caress of his hands on her whalebone-encased body. She put her arms around him, under his coat. To her mind, the discussion was far from over, though she would be mad to refuse this. She couldn’t have pushed him away if her life depended on it.
He possessed her totally, took her will and thought with his kisses. She gasped when he released her mouth to drop small kisses on her upturned face. “You taste like no one else. I want to make love to you, every bone in my body is urging me to. I can’t remember when I last felt this way.”
“Just before you gave your last mistress her congé?” she asked, smiling, although the thought of anyone else having this pierced her to the heart.
Smiling back, he shook his head. “No one. I want to possess you, Penelope. It’s a primitive urge, something beyond rationality.”
Penelope thought of the other girls trying to attract his attention. “Why me?”
“God knows.” He regarded her for a moment, his gaze frankly possessive. “I’m being honest, Penny.”
She giggled. “No one’s called me that since school.”
“It suits you.” He kissed the tip of her nose. “I don’t know why you. I can intellectualize, say it’s your intelligence, your friendliness, your inviting figure.” He drew his hands from her waist up to her armpits, caressed her shoulders with his thumbs, then curved them around her back. “All these things attracted me to you, but that’s not it. I first noticed you, really noticed you, when I saw how you behaved, compared to the other women here. I began to seek you out and I discovered that I enjoyed your company. And the feeling has grown. I need to hold you, to care for you. It would make me very happy to see you happy. That’s more than I hoped for in a wife, and I’m still coming to terms with it. Can you care for me, even if just a little?”
His wistful tone crept through the warmth darkening his voice. Penelope couldn’t resist. She studied his face, wondering how he couldn’t see how she felt about him. It must be in her eyes; she was no more capable of hiding it now than she was of flying. “Yes, Sev. I can care for you. I do care for you.”
She could say no more because he bent to kiss her again, fiercely. She felt his longing for her, his need, and she responded, trying to show him her acceptance and her love for him. Because she could deny her feelings no longer. Ten years ago, she’d had an unthinking passion for him. Now, as a grown woman, she knew the difference and she loved him. She saw the real man and loved him for it, not some ideal paper figure she’d created for herself.
The kisses deepened, the caresses became more intimate. When he laid his hand on the swell of her breast then slipped it under her fichu to touch bare skin, she pressed closer. His fingers moved closer to the top of her bodice, stroked the line and eased underneath. Penelope welcomed the caress. With anyone else, she would have felt cheapened, but with Sev, she was flattered that he would want to touch her. He could have done anything, and she’d welcome it. She arched, wanting more. His kiss consumed her and she gave it back to him. His other hand fisted in her skirts and she felt the cooler air when he dragged them up. But his hand on her outer thigh felt like fire against her skin. And suddenly, Penelope wanted to burn. His hand curved around her buttock, pulled her against him with a force that crushed her side-hoops between their bodies and forced her to feel the heat of his erection, pushing against the fabric of his breeches. Penelope pushed back, unable to resist his forceful loving.
With shocking suddenness, he pulled away, removed his hands and placed them lightly, harmlessly, on her waist. Panting, wide-eyed, he stared at her. “My God.”
You can buy Alluring Secrets in print here:
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And here’s what the book is about:
Now that his best friend is blissfully married, Severus Granville, Earl of Swithland, finds himself dealing with a wholly unfamiliar urge—to settle down and produce an heir. But among the bevy of beauties vying for his attention, none hold his interest except for one: Penelope. Clumsy, intelligent, appealing Penelope is the one woman with whom he could escape…but she’s expected to marry another.
Afraid she’ll be labeled an unmarriageable bluestocking, Penelope’s family forces her to go without her badly needed spectacles in public, and to hide her intelligence. Though she has loved Severus for years, the best she can hope for is a loveless union with a perfectly suitable—and perfectly boring—cousin. Except Severus seems to have changed his mind.
Hours spent in his rooftop observatory leads to a passion neither of them expected. Yet just as their eyes are opened to the possibility of lasting love, Penelope is snatched away, a pawn in a plot to destroy her family and make her a slave to a man she hardly knows.
If he wants to keep his heart’s treasure, Severus will have to fight for her with everything within him—mind, body and soul.